Eyes wont let you hide

2011-12-09T12:22:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO! Christmas is just round the corner! This year I'm feeling the the festive mood!!
And this is very strange cos usually I'm very much of grinch, nv understood
why everyone's so joyous this time of the year. But somehow this year I feel joyous too!

Ooh well, work's been sooo busy, everyday I just come home feeling drained and dont feel
like doing anything at all. Except the times when I meet friends and Butter after work. Haha.
Cannot wait to end work at Yamato! It's not horrible but certainly not very enjoyable.
People there are quite nice after knowing them for a while. (; so for money, I WILL ENDURE!

Gosh, half of Klan gonna leave for SEP soon. NOOOOOO!x( damn soon k, we havent been
able to meet up much lately and they are gonna leave for 6 mths++! hopefully we'll get to
meet more often the coming week.

Anw I got really excited when I heard abt this palette!! NAKED 2!! OMG. I've been
wanting to get the Naked palette and I thought maybe I could get this instead!
But sadly I found it a little disappointing, I think the colours are not gonna be flattering
on my skin tone. kinda too warm.. Ahhh, so that means I'm gonna part with that USD$48++??

credits:makeupforlife.net

2011-11-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
LUSH IS OPENING IN WISMA ATRIA!
Here in Singapore?!! I'm so super hyped up now..
I secretly think it's gonna be overpriced but it's LUSH!!
yesssss! fresh and yummy showertime!!
and I just love the whole paper wrapped products idea..
hiak hiak hiak!

2011-10-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

Just read wongsie's post abt her twentyfirst yr of life..
It's so awww.. I dont know why I feel so much when it is her blogging
abt her 21st. HAHA. her post just makes me feel really gratified that she actually feels our love!!
it feels good to love, it feels good to be loved, it feels even better when the people I love, feel
my love..x) it's hard to describe, but when you feel it, you just know it!

this week hasnt been so well, damn the projects lah!T.T
aye.. okay. dont wanna rant abt it. two exams down, two more to go!
HOOOOYAAAA

2011-10-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

I dont know what's gotten into this couple of days, I am OBSESSED over fragrances and
scents! HAHA! I think it was the Kenzo perfume that sparked off this obsession,
and oh! maybe cos of the new green apple shower gel that I used frm Body Shop
which failed me so much, it pays to adventurous.-.-
my skin has some bumpy and itchy patches now. UGH!!

So the amount of time I spent browsing LUSH and Bath&BodyWorks is
quite over the limit! hahaha. but anw other than that all I do is study, really! haha.
just got a little distracted sometimes, which is absolutely normal, isnt it?!

And I am in LOVE with this song..(; really nice balance, just makes me feel like
everything seems so much more beautiful even though it may be the same old thing.

2011-10-22T12:16:00.001+08:00

Have been really no life recently..T.T dont know what I've been ard these days.
all because the exams coming up! UGH!
but well, last week was pretty fun! met klan for 3 straight days for Lay's and
Wong's twentyfirsts (; oh yea! finally we're done for this yr.. hehe
the 2 bdays were quite gratifying cos i think they both really enjoyed themselves
and liked what we manage to prepare for them! phew..

anw people who know me, prolly know that I nv liked flowers.
but recently I found one that I really like! it's like love at first whiff, hahaha.
it began w a Lovemore facial mask that I always use..=X

introducing Camellia- Rose of Winter!

so ever since I fell in love with the scent of this flower, I have been searching

for a perfume that smells like the mask i used.

hahaha! and I FOUND IT, TADAH

it's a Eau de Fleur by Kenzo! hehe. but it hasnt been released yet, so I suppose

I still got time to save up for it if I do like the scent!

oh, please do not disappoint me, Kenzo!

okaaaaay.. back to mugging now~

2011-10-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

I've got an iPod touch from A!!! YAY! actually I'm not really in need

of a iPod touch since sooner or later i'm gonna convert to iPhone. Haha!

but he was really sweet to get me this cos I've never mentioned that I

needed/wanted it. though it's a pre-loved, I'm v thrilled over it not cos

it's an iPod touch but cos A really surprised me w it and the thought of

getting it for me was just awww.. at first I thought it was a prank bcos

with his friends were all giving one one another the weird eye-contact and

the origin of it was a mystery but it ended up to be a true surprise!

hehe. Thankyou A (; sometimes I really cannot believe that someone

would love me this much. okay!

I sound like I've been bought over by a gift but I'm really not.

there are alot of other sweet things that he does for me too.

but this is just one thing that I wanna share here.(; cos I've been

complaining abt having lack of surprises in my life and there he got me!

***

and so the other day, I was bored and watched some makeup tutorials

on youtube as usual. HAHA. I decided to play ard w my eyeshadows too ~!

like finally! hehe. I dont usually domy eyes like this when i go out cos

I'm really lazy plus Klan also dont really do much makeup so I'll prolly end up

looking odd or really wayang lah. I'm quite proud of the results though.xp

hiak hiak hiak...

thoughts that run

2011-09-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

PROJECT IS OFFICIALLY OUT, okay. actually school's out too (;
really thankful for that! been so tired everyday and it's time
to nurse myself back to health! hohoho

but I still got a couple of things undone.. well, I can foresee I will enjoy doing those things though since it's all for a meaningful purpose! sometimes I just wonder what I should do with all the free time I have.. I have so much free time now, and I prolly would spend most of it thinking of many random stuff that give me pimples
on my temples.-.-

things that I always think abt recently..

1) why am I always so freaking broke?
I always like to tell myself how 'poverty' is only temporary. haha! but then I realise its VICIOUS CYCLE! cos I would be so bothered by the ahem.. 4digit figures in my bank acct that led me to shopping! okay! I know this sounds like an excuse big time =X but it's really smth that cheers me up whenever I'm down and alone.
but A(isforAlexandatermofendearment,i'mgettingusedtothistoo) tries to talk some sense into me by telling me that I am responsible for how broke i am! like.. ):< I got really mad. haha. fine, I know I deserve it! but I didnt try to blame anyone right? I only wanted to lament and hope that someone will say smth nice to me..=/ but that's okay cos he's darn right anw.

2) do I have smth else to do? omg, why am I so free now?? EVERYONE SEEMS SO BUSY
this feeling sucks okay! I dont think many pple will get what I mean cos they are all too busy! =.= makes me feel a little lonely sometimes.
haha! feels like I'm imposing on them whenever I try to have a little chat w them. I just wonder why can they just slow things down, take some some things out and sit here w me to watch the clouds.. then again, when I have time to watch the clouds, I would end up watching runnning man instead! HAHAHA

3) why do I feel so awkward now?
okay, this sounds like a confused teenager.. HAHA! but recently I realise I have nth much to talk abt myself. as observed from the 'very disciplined' lifestyle that I lead now.. mon to fri: sch>home then back and forth. only for the weekend I get to do smth different out of the routine.
but eh.. it's kinda like a routine since I only do different things on weekend. haha.
so yea, it's kinda weird for me to share smth so ordinary so most of the time
I just keep quiet and YES BLOODY VICIOUS CYCLE AGAIN.
aye.. spontaneity, where have you gone to??

4) i think i'm becoming very needy, am i not??
ewww. I cant stand neediness! but OMG, I'm turning into a needy?!
dont wanna become a shitass needy! T.T

okay, conclusion is I just have too much spare time! DAMN IT

2011-09-14T21:34:00.002+08:00

long time no blog.

recently i like being alone.
cos whenever i'm with someone i just feel like a different person.
i dont know what is wrong.. =/

aye.. but sometimes when i'm alone i still hoped someone would bother
to talk to me. very weird. that's why i've been staying home so much
and watching videos everywhere online so that i feel like the pple in the vids are
talking to me. haha. maybe i should pick up blogging again, so that i at least
got myself to talk to! i'm just brilliant.

perfume is running out, i wanna get new ones!! ):<
and note to self: stop buying cosmetics, they're BAD STUFF

2011-05-29T17:17:00.003+08:00

BANGKOK WAS AWESOME

wahahaha, got back quite a while alr. yay!
got quite a number of things for myself and people x)
really shopped to the last baht we had. hehe.
though didnt manage to get as many things as i thought i would,
still really happy w the things i got. hohoho!
(cheap) shopping is therapeutic!

siam square was amazing but kinda ex compared to the other places we
shopped at (like platinum and CTC market etc)!
ahhhh.. so regretting not buying the nice olive green bag
that we saw from an attitude-service store.=.=
but it's okay, as Lays would say : Regrets will keep you coming back!
yea, i certainly will!! hehe. Jo bbgirl was the most indecisive of the three,
think she ended up buying the least cos she contemplate until we lost track
of the items that she wanted.

we had a fair share of interesting haps in BKK other than shopping.
1) losing our way in streets of BKK
2) Lays exploding at a salesgirl who deserved it
3) horribly uneasy tuk tuk ride
4) amazingly quick and honest tuk tuk ride
5) lomantic girls' nightout (;
6) encounter w nice and hospitable thais
7) awesome food everywhere in BKK

gonna post photos after Lays have passed them on. hehehe.
my photos are not enough to do the trip justice.

and last thing, Butter is finally back after holidaying for 2
bloody months!! ugh. but at least he feels bad abt his absence and
he got me these..

well, materials will never be sufficient to make it up.
but i would gladly accept it. hehe!
anw i'm thinking of my next holiday destination alr!
hiak hiak, i'm so greedy, i cant help!xp

2011-05-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

FINALLY DONE W THE BLOODY LONG EXAMS

i celebrated it w a awesome night of sleep.
cool right? i know.. haha!
anw i realised for the past mth or so, my emotion
has been on the low side. which makes me super sian
most of the time, even when Lays called me, she also
thought i was bothered by smth. strangely, the truth is
there wasnt..

i think i just havent spoken in an excited tone in long while..
i cant even recall when was the last time. actually i didnt
realise that myself, a random friend reminded me that
i used to always have odd intonations coupled with strange
expressions whenever i speak. haha.
it's nice that pple whom you dont really talk
to, actually rmb such trivial traits of you. x)

anw people who are always on the receiving end of kindness,
kind people are good to you not because you earned it,
all the more not because you deserve it. kind people
are just too kind by nature. they dont expect to be appreciated,
but that doesnt you dont have to be appreciative.
i rmb we had this kindness award in pri sch.
i was lucky, haha, i had the chance to keep this
kindness badge. seriously i have no idea what i did to
get to keep the badge. but it feels good.
to be appreciated. (;
but some assholes just fail to see that

2011-04-30T19:50:00.004+08:00

ytd was huishan-most-popular day -.-
had to be at Danzpeople Spotlight and Chloe's 21st party at
the same time! nice..
hahaha. i thought both events are taking place on diff days
hence the unnecessary rush. omg.

I'M SO HAAAAAAPPY for my danz mates esp for PQ!
could really tell they had alot of fun on the stage,
putting up sucha wonderful item for the audience!x)
but was really sad that i have to miss Alex's perf..=/

so i hurried to Chloe's party and i only reached when the party
is over.=.= stupid lah, hate the cabology!!
but well at least bday girl had her fun so doesnt matter when i'm
there. hahaha. poor Weihui had to wait for me and all.x(

and Sherhan wanted to meet me for lunch in the day too, but i couldnt!>.<
awww, but she's ultra sweet cos she said it's okay, study hard for exams!

but anw studying hasnt been productive these days.
feeling damn sian lah.=/ still got such a long time b4 it ends!
no drive at all..=/

random thought: i think sometimes we just find it hard to accept
that we're different from before, sometimes we try to ignore it,
sometimes we deny it, other times we try to convince ourselves
the change is good. but truth is, it's not the same anymore.

fave phrase of the time: Run towards..
heard it at Lays's church Easter service
read it from Chimero
seen it from Norwegian Wood

now i need feel it and practise it

2011-04-23T15:40:00.004+08:00

Tuesday marks the Start of the End..

FREE ME..

admist of all studying, this is a cutesy kiwi choc from Korea x)
love the nostrils man!

2011-04-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

I hate how I'm always stuck here, there,
anywhere but the place that I really wanna be.

2011-04-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

it was ching ming for my family today.
and for the first time, i visited my Ye Ye and Yan Yan
in their resting place. after 10 years of my Ye Ye's demise,
i stood in front of his columbarium and..
i told him that his favourite grandchild, Ah San, is here to see him,
and i really missed him alot.. alot all these years..

i was not very close to my Yan Yan, but i was extremely attached to
Ye Ye. cos he was the one who took care of me since i was really
young.. yes, i was very fortunate to have the chance to be close to my
grandpa. unlike many of my peers..

he would always go for his morning exercise and come home w a packet
of coconut candies for me.
he would always defend me when my older cousin(who happend to stay w us
when she was younger) snatches my toy, eats my food or bullies me.
he likes this chewy lozenges that is very very minty.
i would always refuse to eat my own food but always ask him to
feed me his.
he would always tickle my little hands w his grey stubble.
and he likes cooking this paper wrapped chicken.

you see..he was a really lovely old man,
to me he is the BEST GRANDPA IN THE WORLD!

but one day i think it was my fault, i asked him to get me
some cutlery. he turned and fell.
a very bad fall that he injured his head. and that's all i rmb abt
the accident.

so afterwards, he became different cos he fell sick. he became
very negative abt life, and felt like he's a burden to all his children
so he kept wanting to end his life.
cos his life was meaningless and plagued. there was once i rmb,
he was hugging me along the corridor and wanted to take a jump
w me in his arms. but it didnt happen, of cos.
eventually he left the world due to some complications
w his liver condition. and i rmb i ran to sch to tell my then form
teacher i couldnt attend sch cos my grandpa passed away, and i was
crying uncontrallably.

yea, that's my little anecdote abt my Ye Ye.
i didnt have the chance to tell him that i love him so much.
i didnt have the chance to thank him for giving me such
a warm childhood.
i didnt have the chance to thank him for the love he showered me.
i didnt have chance to say sorry for making his last days so
unhappy and lonely.
i didnt have the chance to tell him that his life is not meaningless
cos his life has made me believe that there's an existence of
undying love.
i didnt have the chance to tell him how much my future children would
adore him as a great-grandpa. cos i'm so certain he'll love them
like how he loved me.

but what i want to tell him now,
Ye Ye, Ah San has grown up to be an adult alr.
we could go for evening walks instead of morning jogs.
i could peel oranges for you instead of you unwrapping the
coconut candy for me.
i could cook you a simple dinner instead of eating up your meal.
i could help you shave your stubble away so you cant tickle me anymore.

if only you're still w us today, i could do all that and more for you..
cos you've done so much more for me.

until today, he still remains in this precious corner within my heart.
it is true, this kind of love does exist in this world.

i know it's a heartbreak to see old grandparents being helpless and
sick in the hospital bed. but there is really nth much we can do.
so just try to brighten his/her day w a little act of concern.
and for those who are struggling w grief for the loss, dont be glum
anymore, cos they would definitely stay w you
in your heart like how my Ye Ye is now. (:

this is prolly my first time being so emotional on my blog.
but this is how much Ye Ye has impacted me..

2011-04-10T14:42:00.006+08:00

that was a motto that i put up on my study during this terrible period.
it is supposed to serve as a form of self-encouragement!

this is my lunch on a sunday. a can of campbell soup! yes, super unhealthy but i love it =X it is sucha dull and liveless weekend for me. i need to go buy grocery so i could cook smth ltr. yea, that's what i like to do when i dont feel like doing anything else. haha and butter, it's really not nice to keep people waiting you know!
time crawls when you're waiting

2011-04-09T01:17:00.004+08:00

What should I say?
My heart is beating so fast
We're meeting again
Just like in the past, how we used to be

I know that this a dream
At this moment
I'm not waking up
If I can fall asleep forever...
You're holding me
Like in the past
It was hard that time, you cheered me up
Holding my hands
Telling my exhausted mind to rest
Even now, your hands are warm like in the past

This is probably a dream
But I won't let you know
I'll do really well
So you don't think of something else
Don't go anywhere else now
Just stay here with me
I won't wake up
I won't send you away anymore

Keep on holding me
Like in the past
It was hard that time, you cheered me up
Holding my hands
Telling my exhausted mind to rest
Even now, your hands are warm like in the past
Answer me
That you were missing me like I was missing you

Like a fool
You're looking at me, who's just treasuring this moment
With a pitiful smile
"I'll go first now"
You tell me apologetically
Like me, you too
Knew (That it was a dream)
Nevertheless, thank you for trying to meet me like this

You're holding me
Saying that it's goodbye
I'll smile for you
I don't wanna send you away like this
You turn your back
Like that time
If I wake up from my dream
Once again, I'll probably be alone
You're going far away in the distance
But now I'm used to it
I'm going to cry now
I don't wanna send you away again
I can't see you~

Now I open my eyes again
My heart feels so cold
Thank you
I love you
I'm okay, don't ever come back again

i only first got to hear this song a couple of yrs back.
it is ancient but still so moving.
(i'm sorry the translation doesnt do the song justice at all)

to the someone who made me learn abt this song,

i really miss you now..

2011-04-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

You dont have to make me feel like a fool
to let me realise i have been such a fool

2011-04-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

HOORAY!!
BKK trip finally booked! YEEHAA
okay, actually i wasnt as happy as i thought i would be
but still really hyped abt it lah(;
it's a much needed holiday, i havent gone anywhere since 2yrs
ago, sucks major! (even though this is only gonna be a short trip)

okay, i have to study hard now so i could play hard there. x)
hohoho. anw i got my grow and share package too. yay. $$$ for BKK!

2011-04-03T20:19:00.001+08:00

i really want long (and nice) hair

2011-04-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

sleeping 12 hours over the 3 nights was not cool at all!=.=
i realised i felt damn giddy every night i lay on the bed.
so unrested all the time. gives me headache too..
but anw SCHOOL'S OUT!! wahahaha. and it ended on a pretty good note!

met up w klan and jiesi over the week (;
had lunch w the projectmates @ ah loy thai today (; though we were
ultra hungry and had to wait for sucha long time, i swear the food
was WORTH IT! tomyam damn shiok right!, quotes gracelyn.
hahaha, and hazel finished all the sauces on the dishes! joo was the Ultimate
spice girl, she ate all the food w no sweat sia.

please bless all of us w NO DIARRHEA TMR(sans mich cos she alr had)!

i think my hp and i are growing tummy.T.T
gotta go try to slp tonight!

1 month 2 weeks?

2011-03-29T22:42:00.007+08:00

the past mth has been packed w frantic project mtgs and deadlines anxiety.
so since we submitted the last proj- biz ethics on mon!
i felt like i could finally slp guiltlessly.
hahaha, which was what i did that noon.
and then as usual, i couldnt slp at night -.- ultra zzz

it was a loooog night, i swear. cos butter flew off for an infinite holiday!
bloody good life lah.-.- and so i had no one to wake up in the
middle of the night to entertain me. AYE!
note to self: do not start this noon nap habit man!
okay. by fri, i'll be free from sch!! YAY, but it's the start of study break. BOO. anw still beats waking up early and sitting in a lect that
i'm not paying attention to.

i should really study harder for this sem cos it's like end of my yr2 alr,
and my results are so shitty! huishan, you need to buck up!
or you'll be unemployed after graduation, if you graduate that is. hahaha.
why do some ppl just have life that goes their way? why so lucky?!
you got a nice family, comfortable job, happening life
and damn it, you got 1800 fb friends, 50% of them appeared
in the newspapers for more than 4 times?!

okay, my life in comparison, doesnt suck that much lah. haha!
i'm just not rich and hot, i do not go to the most prestigious sch,
i do not live the most news-worthy life but i'm contented..x)
cos i have.. assets!
my funny friends, my lovely bf, my quite adorable family!
and now i just gotta work my way to a sweeter
future w these wonderful people in it!

come back real soon, butter! ): i need my prez badly! HAHAHA, kdg!<3

2011-03-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

saw this on some blog! this is so funny!
but i love her singing with just guitar, so simple but so nice (;

she's my newfound girl crush, just check out her jawline, hohoho!

anw project have been weighing down my smile everyday. cant wait for
the sem to end! so my stupid mistakes would just come to an end.-.-
really need a breather, need a life..

2011-03-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

the World is going to Hell

my heart aches each time i see the news abt japan. x(
it's catastrophic. cant someone do smth abt it?

anw i'm in love with this song.. it warms my heart each time i hear it

2011-03-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

it really sucks when you receive your online loots
and card bills tgt.T.T

just when i thought i was saving a bit of cash, my bank
acct was bleeding. great. i'm soooo proud of myself.
this is just so wonderful

5 things about Nothing

2011-03-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

Nothing seems real.
Nothing withstands time.
Nothing is a feeling.

There's no point being sad about it, because it is nothing.

But Nothing is always something right.

ah, so tired.. i wanna slp.

2011-02-26T13:37:00.001+08:00

I think it the mole on my right sole.
that's why i cant stand staying home most of the weekend.

2011-02-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

butter: baby, you wanna dye your hair?

me: hmmm..*considering abt colours alr*

i have been saying for the longest time that i'll resist doing anything
to my hair, esp colouring! but just one casual qn from him got me. UGH!
HOOOOOOWWWW?T.T i'm bored w boring black now.

2011-02-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR THIS!

koped this from thebeautybite.blogspot.com

Ahoy me hearties! it's a collection inspired by The Pirates of Carribean.
though the shades arent exactly very piratesy and flash makes the colours
kinda pale, i'm itching to get my hands on these!

I CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIE TOO!

2011-02-07T17:33:00.004+08:00

CNY was pretty much the same, except this time my relatives are all very
interested in mtg my butter boy! haha! too bad he couldnt be there.
my extended family(paternal) has very funny pple lah, so it's
always fun to be ard them!x) hehe.

butter finally met my mama personally after 2 yrs, wahahahaha!
it was short lah, but well long enough for me to realise smth. that is..
how differently we interact w each other's parents.
i kinda try to minimise talking so as not to appear overly chatty or kpo.
but butter, he tries to strike a convo that lasts. haha! i dont know
what's wrong w me lah, i can talk casually to strangers but w his folks,
i tend to restrict my behaviour more. like quiet mode auto on!
it's frustrating to me sometimes, that i behave like this! cos i really
dont want to! aye.. but overall it was still okay lah, to me.=/

and i do get mixed comments abt the sch i go to now.
relative A: huh, SIM? it's a lousy sch right? next time hard to find job.
relative B: oh SIM? marketing is good, it gets you everywhere. slowly find
a job that you like.
oh wells, i'll just finish this course and find that out in the future.
haha. it's just kinda annoying that they judge your future?

at my ah ma's place, on chu er, my aunts make me feel like going to BKK
real badly! gosh, i hate them! hahaha. but no one has time for that!T.T
AHHHH SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE IT COME TRUE FOR ME THIS YEAR!
and i really wanna go on island holiday w klan again lah!
come on, let's go! hahaha

but b4 that, gonna be real busy w proj deadlines for the next
couple of weeks. boohoohoo

2011-01-30T11:10:00.002+08:00

he's got everything i hate in a guy.

juvenile yet he thinks he can handle it all.
got no backbone but pretends that he has, he could
do nothing more than asking for money.
he's stupid, dumb and short-sighted but refuses to admit it.
he knows it himself but he does nothing to change it.
his taste in girls is TRASHY. those girls who 'love' him are
LOONEY. what is good about him?! seriously? i need to be enlightened!
but i doubt i would be convinced by the nonsense you girls tell me.
selfish bastard. you just make everything so wrong and unbearable for us!
he lies to pigs. sadly, we are the pigs.

unfortunately, he and i are both the blood of my parents.

2011-01-24T19:50:00.006+08:00

on 22JAN2011, i turned 21twentyone!
after my babygirl.. who turned 21 on 8JAN2011.

actually for the first time, i do feel different on
a birthday, maybe cos of the trouble of organising
the party and everything was so last min! though i
booked the venue, Wangz Hotel pretty early
but the rest of the prep was really rush!T.T many issues lah,
however at last everything was in the place wherever it should be
so it was a mega phew for me! hehe.

the day was started w a mini rush too, supposed to get in
the car by 1030, but i was still printing the confirmation slip
for my booking! so only managed to reach butter's car at ard 11.
since i was so behind time, butter's plan A for brunch failed.=X
so he brought me to dempsey P.S cafe for brunch after dropping his
cousin at FEP.x) nice place! perfect brunch morning and we were so
lucky to get alfresco seating! yay. food was good, cos i had it w
butter! pun intended.(;

we took our own sweet time at the brunch but after that was mayhem again,
rushed to get some stuff for the party (eg jello mix), finally after
all rush, managed to check in but rush again! to make jello shots, order
food. hehe. but the min the girls arrived, the party starts!! and
that's the moment i realised all the rush and hassle that butter and
i had to go through was all WORTH IT!

the party was zuper tuper awesome!
alot of laughters and smiles..
howver i wouldnt say it was perfect cos the party
had a couple of manmade hiccups.=/ but well, i hope everyone
would only rmb the happier moments though i know it's
easier for the lousy ones to stay in our memory! but yea..
haha. i had a wonderful bday celeb! so i really hope
klan and butter had a great time too! <3

THANKYOU KLAN FOR THE HOME-MADE CAKES AND
TRYING SO HARD TO FULFIL MY VERY FUSSY BDAY WISHLIST!

THANKYOU MY BUTTER FOR THE HOMEMADE MANGO CAKE, PREPPING THIS PARTY W ME
AND THE SWEET PREZs!

i am really very blessed to have such an amazing bday celeb, aint i?(;

2011-01-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

turning 21 is so much work..T.T

2011-01-17T20:41:00.001+08:00

i know very well that it is late.
and the resolutions are more or less the same, but this time
a new year and new challenges ahead, hopefully it's a better year
than 2010! bring it on! (;

2010-12-30T22:48:00.005+08:00

i'm wrapped up in a blanket while typing away now..
yes, i am down w a dreaded flu!T.T damn it right?! of all times..
aye. whatever. i just wanna blog a little post abt my sch break.
have been working for SourMilk the whole time. picked up a lot abt starting
a new biz. kudos to these young entrepreneurs! i wonder if i'll be like them
one day..*rubs chin* and made friends w young beautiful things who make me feel
older than i would like to think i am.-.-
but they are really sweet pple to be ard. hehe.

introducing..

Jiesi!

and Cheryl!

there are Euge and Feli as well but Feli refuses to take pic and
Euge as just gotten back from her Europe trip so havent gotten the chance
to snap her. aye, i'm so gonna miss them when i leave SourMilk!=/

and omg 2010 is coming to an end, but i'm pretty pleased w all that had
happened! i have met many pple whom i have nv met b4, i have spent more time
w some special pple that i have always wanted to, and i continued to
spend a significant amt of time w the group of significant pple!(;

but i did have much lesser time for myself.=/ that's quite sad cos i always
enjoyed myself-time.( i think it's a fact that only butter knows.)
i am so thankful that he had stuck w me through all these times. we
had our fair share of unhappiness, but these bitter times sure
made the other times sweeter than ever!x)

hopefully 2011 would be an awesome for everyone ard me!!

and gonna end w a little smth that gives me goosebumps
everytime i see it.. i know pq and the guys at danzpple would
appreciate it. haha!

2010-11-11T17:08:00.002+08:00

OMG! i just joined this awesome site and it gives out
free beauty samples! which is really helpful to me cos i'm
always spending money on useless stuff that doesnt work for me.
hiak hiak. so happy. waiting for my package to come next week. hoho!

if you pple are like me, can click here to join too!

hahaha, damn cheapo. i know.=X

okay, i off to cook up some storm!
see klan tmr for mayim! yes, XLB FINALLY!(;

2010-11-03T13:42:00.003+08:00

OMG! i nv fancy guys w eyeliner but JYJ is so rocking this look lah!
hehe. and this mv is so awesome! it's like they have been reborn or smth.

ANW WHY IS THERE NO LUNCHBOX CULTURE IN SG?!
where have all the old-school tin lunchboxes gone to?
i want one!!

2010-10-22T12:31:00.008+08:00

i hope the thunderstorm just now did wash the the terrible haze away.
although i dont get how the 'washing' works. haha! but yea. the haze makes
me gloomy all day lah..=.=

anw i woke up to a msg from zoe tan,

Good morning people! even though the haze is super terrible, it
makes you feel all bleaurgh, think positive k! THE WEEKEND IS LESS
THAN 24HOURS AWAY :D hahaha! hope you're smiling when you read this!

this girl ah, always send this kind of msg every now and then. but it does
give me a fuzzy warm feeling sometimes when i see it the first thing i wake up.(;
thankyou zoe tan. and i realised i am really grateful that tofus were w me during my jc days,
it has been such a wonderful growing-up memory, though it was only a short period of 2 yrs,
we seemed to have done a lot tgt.x) after getting reminded of all these,
suddenly all the memories seem so fresh to me, all the baking, binging, bullying, celebrating, decorating,
fooling ard, mugging, nexus, picnic-ing, ponning, reading room, stalking, shopping and zooing..
ahhh. i'm gonna cry alr. haha! just kdg.

2010-10-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

when i'm bored, i..

add another to-do to my bucket list mentally(i'm too lazy to write down)
try to dance
watch tutorial vids on yt
check airfares and hotel rates(though i'm not travelling anytime soon)
ogle at pretty kicks not available in sg
sing along to JYJ (;
cyber stalk ulzzangs
resist watching HIMYM

I'M SO BORED FROM STUDYING NOW! AHHHH

GIVE ME KIMCHI AND I'LL TRY MY BEST TO GROW IT BACK TO CABBAGE FOR YOU

2010-10-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! JYJ (;

2010-10-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

celebrated the october babies(LAYS and WONGs) bdays at cugini ytd!
the svc was really prompt but too prompt for their own good lah.
hehe. lazy to blog abt everything, but we had a good time as usual.(;
photos will be up on fb soon, girls. hohoho.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN LAYS AND WONG! many loves..

anw narsha is damn versatile! i love her! even though she's 30. hehe.

2010-10-05T19:36:00.004+08:00

THIS IS WHAT MY BUTTER BOY WOULD SAY

ah, my baby! i left for tekong alr..
gonna be away for a few days(2 weeks), your exams coming alr,
you must study hard k!:) and dont miss me too much! hehe!
i know you would, i know fat mama also secretly would too, cos
nobody buy supper for her. haha!

ok ok, go study alr!:) go go!

2010-10-04T12:41:00.004+08:00

it's been weeks into my study break and still havent started on any shit.
but well, it's olright i dont regret my time spent on other stuff.

hehe! last friday night supper w lays jo and jasm, was awesome!
it wasnt the happening kind of awesome, it's more like awwww-some.(;
we talked abt so much things till late, from hair-shaving to little
anecdotes from sec sch. and it makes me wonder what would i become
w/o this bunch of lovelies cos klan is such an integrated part
of me. really thankful to them for making such a difference in my life.
here's one lovely blurred photo of us!

even though sch's out, i'm still slping late and it has taken its toll
on my skin. super bad, like second puberty or smth lah. havent improved
from weeks ago.T.T ahhh. hate it! makes me feel like spending every single
dollar i have, on skincare products. haha!

anyway, i'm really looking forward to getting a pet rabbit but my mum
refuses to allow that to happen based on my tragical pet-rearing history.
but for goodness sake, i'm going 21 alr!! and the last time i had a pet was p6?
but it's olright, butter and i came up w a plan that my
mum cant counter. wahahaha! anw some sneaks on my future pet, Haru!xD

2010-09-13T19:51:00.001+08:00

OMG this is so cute!

clouds.. hehe.

2010-09-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

pimples are increasing at an exponential rate as the
projects deadlines are drawing closer.T.T
even butter's aloe v is of minimal help.

and to make things worse, i had to fall sick now. but well
on my way to recovery though. haha.
and i finally understand why lays room is like warzone when
she had to chiong her project. cos my room looks like a place
where a bear and a cow just had a fight. i kid not!-.-

hohoho.
back to projects!
...
it will be over next week!

YES!

2010-09-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

nothing feels more real than pain.
we all know it but just refuse to admit it.

2010-09-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

win alr loh, CHAO TA!

2010-08-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

damn my womb, damn the bloopies,
damn uterus lining, damn the blood!
i swear this is contagious.-.- ugh.
i'm totally prepared to see my womb on my pad ltr.

bloody details right, i know.

2010-08-28T17:50:00.001+08:00

2010-08-15T15:42:00.004+08:00

okay.. home on a Sunday again.
burying under work to be done. not too bad..
haha. but a friend just told me he's going to MIA
from this world a few days before, and i nv heard from him since
then, hopefully he meant going for holiday. though i kinda doubt
so.=/ i think it's natural that pple like to live in things they
wanna believe in. hope he returns w amazing adventures to share.

anw i have so many fplaces i wanna visit!
in no order of priority..
k ki
the book cafe
egg3 cafe
zsofi tapas bar (yes! we're going alr!)
food for thought (new)
spruce
the black sheep cafe
brussel sprouts
bon gout
laurent's chocolatier
cafe hacienda
cafe oliv
pocket full of posies

so butter and i went shopping again, i got myself a
pair of funky Keep ramos sneakers and he got a handsome Zara shirt.
we had best fries forever! love it.. ohh.. so nice!
i think i would eat it everytime i'm in town.
and in courtesy of the unembarassed butter boy, he hit
the high striker and got a free treat of frolick. ;)

2010-08-10T19:21:00.004+08:00

met up w klan last fri!
hopped from mayim to udders. haha. so nice
to be ard them! nth beats a short catch-up
w them.x) hehe. though my fruit tarts for ber wasnt
a total success, they enjoyed it very much. they are
sweeter than the tarts i made lah!

lays is as thoughtful as ever, she may be so tired
from work and stuff yet she drives ard and drop each of us
home! and i love her hair now! so voluminous!
and wong is like so tanned now. hopefully she actualises her
jogging regime! jiayou girl! just like to disturb you sometimes.
hehe! oh yes! ying and i decided that klan needs to meet up more!
so pple please make time, if you care.
poor ber got no break all the way till dec!=.= nie is just so
crazy.

olright, and sch's been reaaaally hectic this sem. w all the deadline
to deal w. ugh. thankfully i quitted alr. if not i really cant handle,
time-management is my weakest subject.=/

lastly a collage to end my post here,

2010-07-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

ASOS got sale but my acct got no money.x(
money money pls roll in!

*how come no bold function ah?=.=

anw got my hair cut by Alan ytd! he's damn good
and damn nice/meticulous!x)
wanna go back to him, but he'll be at east coast
which is daaaamn far and toni and guy is freak ex.

came home from lunch at sunset way w mich jan and joo!
haha. but yaki soba didnt taste as nice.=/ still not bad lah.
just.. smth missing.*shrugs*

2010-07-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY PEIQI!
hehe. this is like the 10th bday we celeb tgt!
but the first time we brought it out of your hse!x)
HOPE YOU HAD A MARVELLOUS TIME!

2010-07-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

glooming at home now while wong and the rest are at kbox.T.T
just got screamed at when i was telling wong i cant go out meet them cos my
mama disallows. like wth! i damn long nv meet klan alr laaaaah! and it's
the truth what, if i go, she'll be angry. isnt that disallowing?
still say she didnt SAY she disallow. smth doesnt have to be said explicitly right?
-.-
DAMN PISSED LAH.

she's always RIGHT!
she has to be always right.
the world revolves round her.
just bcos we all keep quiet, she thinks she's
always right.

2010-06-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

LOOKING FOR SMTH LIKE THIS! URGENT!
CAN ANYONE PLS HELP?

2010-06-21T23:21:00.001+08:00

some pple stay in your life but some just pretend to stay in your life
why act like you care when you dont?

i'm not dying to have someone like you in my life, you know!

2010-06-18T12:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

i'm making a mini declaration that...
I'M STILL ALIVE!
and am in a very bad shape, whichever you wanna take it.
HAHA!

barely settled down in the new crib and i'm sure my mum
is taking it much worse than me, she's like frantic every
2 mins! seriously..T.T
anw i really wanna invite all my beloved ones to visit the
new place but it's not time yet..
but it will be.. soon!

2010-06-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

I GOT HEAD-HUNTED TODAY!

LIKE, WHAAAAAT?!

2010-06-03T11:20:00.000+08:00

DAMN SUCK.

WHAT SHOULD I TELL MY MUM?

2010-05-31T12:57:00.002+08:00

look! that's butter flying kite!

now, i doubt you can see the kite, cos it's like hundreds meters
up there! the kite was walking us, not kdg..

anw i must apologise to the nice friends who have been asking me out.
pardon my very late replies..x(
cos i have been WORKING!

i really wanna meet you but i have work very untimely.
but work has been pretty exciting. HAHA!

anw i really wanna share abit of the folks at work. hehe.
but i think it's kind of inappropriate. so nvm.

2010-05-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

2010-05-16T17:49:00.009+08:00

15 may

14 may

8 may

7 may

6 may

5 may

I'M LOVING MY HOLIDAYS SO FAR!

2010-05-14T11:15:00.004+08:00

i am a drama maniac now. haha! hoho! hehe!
other than packing boxes, i watch hard to say i love
you (jaejoong's jappo drama), wan mei xiao jie and shining
inheritance. like damn busy everyday.=X jaejoong's drama is
damn odd.-.- adult content. but sex scenes(yet) lah. haha!
and i finished oh my lady!! hohoho. i think i like it cos of
ee eun.

olright,enough of drama talk. i need to work cos i want money!!
ahhh.. very sian!-.-
oh ya! so i was packing boxes and found a lot of funny stuff.
kum boon and i used to write each other postcards!:O aint that
shocking! haha. and lays is the no.1 postcard giver! awww, i miss
those postcards days man, passing postcards ard our temp classrm
block.. and i nv received any from wong b4!
dont know how many pple rmb mrs joanne lee, she's like the
nicest teacher ever! she once wrote me a that if she had 3 wishes,
she would wish that i'll be her student then wish that i could be her
god-child then wish that my children would be could be her god
grandchild. how cute is she!!x)

and i realised i used to write down my friend's characteristics like
they were animals.=X haha! sorry klan. and that time i still werent
close to ber so she escaped from being part of my zoo. HAHAHA!
i swear all these were true at the time it was written on my book.
here goes..

wong: loves to draw, always say cixin rocks, damn smart, hates vinegar,
kind of beleive in fate, always say we dont understand her, loves the
outdoor, hates to dress up

layling: always suffer from sudden mood swing, love designing,
got very small gut, writes good poems, loves photography, enjoys chocoalate alot,
always have a topic to talk abt

jasmine: straightforward in a good way, great prankster, obsessed w jaychou,
a bit cold-blooded, very commited to things she likes, very serious when
studying, always drink green tea, always late when going out

ying: sotong queen, like to act 38, no common sense, very reliable, likes bread
alot, love her(late)chihuahua, always stammers on phone, always VERY lame,
very slow reaction

joanne: treats elderly well(ME!), dont know when pple angry when pple not angry,
easily bribed, loves to read, likes chao tar food, dont like cream, always
pangseh pple, very innocent, mad abt renfu, easily entertained

THE END.

i find it really amusing, hope you guys think so too!
WAHAHAHAHA!

2010-05-05T22:40:00.003+08:00

some things just happen suddenly and they end just as sudden.
but why? why do things always happen w/o warning?
or am i just oblivious of the changes that we are undergoing?

some like to blame it on luck. but me. i think it's the people.
i dont know. we are responsible for it. we let ourselves trust
too much. we let ourselves chase after dreams which are too
beautiful. that is evidently not achievable.

it's ironic. the person who can make you smile from your heart,
is also the person who is capable of tearing your heart up.
and ironically, they are not aware of these special abilites
they apply on you. this person is so close to you that he/she
almost live your life. you know, it is really so close.

but there are just times when you sit next to each other, it is
not closeness that you can lean on, it is a wall that makes you
wanna stay far away from.
there are times when you stare in his/her eyes, it is not warmth
that fills you, it is reflection of yourself, alone, that
empties you.

there is no way to reach the heart when you have been treated
with silence.

this is so heavy, i hate it.

2010-04-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

HALFWAY THROUGH THE BATTLE,
SOLDIERS SACRIFICED, SUPPLIES RUNNING LOW.
i screwed biz stats!T.T ahhh. i just hope i dont fail
so wont have to waste money to retake this mod.

ugh. zuper depressed. okay. i know it's damn weak to act like this
ah. but i need to rant a bit lah.
my math is so ...-.- that everyone knows. WHYYYY!
why does my mind nv function in a logical way like everybody's?

CANNOT WAIT FOR THE BATTLE TO BE OVER!

so many things, imma gonna do!

2010-04-24T18:33:00.002+08:00

thankyou layssss!

thankyou my butter!

motivation to study!
omg. jiayou panghuishan!

i know i'm blessed w such thoughtful pple ard me.
hehe.

2010-04-15T13:19:00.002+08:00

went to see butter's cousin wedding photoshoot ytd!
omg. they are so amazingly blissful!x)
how envious.. it is so difficult to hold on to that
stage for so many couples these days..
really hope they will bask in the happiness for life.

it's really not what one can ask for, it is what one
is bestowed with.x)

aye.. back to the I-HATE-STUDYING protest..T.T

2010-04-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

陳嘉唯 - 我等的人會是誰

2010-04-10T15:02:00.002+08:00

this week's catch-up sessions!x)

met chloekong on thurs! ah. so damn long nv see her lah.
now she's got long and curly hair! really quite a diff.
haha. anw we talked a lot of shit and serious stuff of cos.
really hope she's found smth that she really wanna do!

dinner w klan on fri! yay! studied w wong and had hh b4 mtg
the rest.. aww. i miss them so much. my baby girl is zuper tanned now!
haha. hope she doesnt turn out like joel.=X but the night ended early cos
northpt is so hap on a fri night! haha. yes. we were in ys on a fri night!
both xinwang and starbucks full house lah.-.- hopefully will get to meet
them again real soon!

aye. and some pple just dont know what is good for them!
maybe these pple just like to destroy things they
painstakingly built up, w their own hands.
to hell w these brainless assholes!

2010-04-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

for bigger plans, i must save!
actually i have no idea what bigger plans there are but yea.
i've been trying very hard to save! haha!
it has been an extremely challenging, considering that i used to spend
almost all the money in my wallet.=/
yea. i dont think abt rainy days.

but tracyeinny has got really nice stuff for the current collection!
*tempted*
i love their rompers, jumpsuit. haha.
though i know they are really difficult to pee in.
okay. no no! self-control, huishan!
anw i found a way to curb this feeling.
that is.. GROCERY SHOPPING!
perhaps that someone is right..
i'm really a fairprice girl..-.-
but whatever! i'm loving it..x)
it feels so good to push the trolley ard and fill it
w lots of stuff, it's therapeutic..

and i just came home w 2 reusable shopping bag!
wahahahaha! mostly junk food.
if not, instant food. hahaha.

okay. i should officially start mugging b4 it's too late!
aja aja hwaiting!

2010-04-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

I am so proud of you, layling!x)
your works are divine! and all the hard work
was definitely worthwhile. definitely will be rewarded
w recognition in all aspects!

so i was there at lays grad show w wongwong!

the rest couldnt make it the same day as us. so they went on sat
instead. we were both in awe of the works of TP's talents!
everything was just too amazing! cant believe that such talents
actually exist in SG. hahaha! really hope these designers would get
the recognition which they deserve, because they are all too..
AMAZING!

sorry. a layman could only put it this way..=/

so envious that they are actually living their dreams.x)

2010-04-05T10:39:00.001+08:00

INJECT SOME LIFE IN ME

2010-03-31T12:41:00.004+08:00

butter had the op to remove his metal plate in leg ytd!
omg. he was in so much pain after he woke up from the anaesthetics that
he had to be given morphin! :O kind of scary.. somehow the doc clumsily
cut his lip during the op that and he ended up with swollen lips.x(

HOW THE HELL DO PPLE GET SWOLLEN LIPS FROM A LEG OP?!-.-

but anw at first the doc wanted him to go home str after the op, like crazy lah!
how to walk.. aye.
really hope he will recover fully, at least let him to be able to run without pain!>.<
i'm so useless, i get uncontrollably sad when i see my loved ones in hospital.
really hate that. well. i think nobody likes the kind of heartache..=/

greetings from the hospital..

2010-03-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

I WANNA BE TAXI-DRIVER!
AND DRIVE TOURIST TO RESORT WORLD!

i'm really in awe of all the classmates who are alr financially
independent. i really doubt i'll be able to do that anytime soon.

sigh.

2010-03-22T20:54:00.001+08:00

"Murderers are not monsters, they're men. And that's the most frightening part about them."-Alice Sebold

2010-03-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

this is a beauty, isnt it?!
like chameleon.. hahahaha.

2010-03-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

Me: aye. Very inefficient! How?!
Butter: still not efficient ah. Rest lah. Watch tv. Hehe.
Me: huh. I'll feel guilty and if i do that i would fail!
Butter: then concentrate lah! Cant limit yourself to half an hr?

Uggggghhhh! Hate him when he does this!
But i think i hate myself more for being so easily distracted!!
WHY?! x(

2010-03-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

just came back from a night w klan sans ying!x)
hopefully jasm and ying will do fine for their last mid-terms tmr.
everything was kind of random. haha! they were like trying to
do work at kopibean (quotes lays), but i went over and made more noise.
notice the word more. hehe. they are a magical bunch of pple. like really.
always makes me feel recharged.x) dont know why..
and and and jasm and jo bought us kfc eggtarts b4 jasm went home to study!
omg! i can eat this EVERYDAY! even though i havent been eating much lately,
due to the flu.. haha! i think i should eat another one tmr.=X

oh man.. i really dont wanna spend money but i really wanna buy polishes!!

i'm addicted to colours. :3

and ohmytoho for tmr's hh!
good luck to both of us, layling!

2010-03-07T11:39:00.002+08:00

i think life is a funny thing.
in life,we meet pple whom we have fun with and
share our troubles with almost every single day.
but when it's time to go seperate ways, we just leave
one another. and the next moment we are like strangers.
and the amount you know abt these pple is nth more
than the posts you read on facebook.

sad, isnt it?

2010-03-06T11:03:00.002+08:00

i'm typing this w a stuffed nose, a croaky throat and feeling my pulse
in my head.T.T sick again.. bloody hell..

anw b4 hh lesson ytd, i went daiso shopping myself. and got this cute
yellow grocery bag w white polka dots.x)
yay! it shall be a motivation to fill it up w ingredients i would need for cooking!
hiak hiak. feel like going ntuc now alr.

and hh lesson has been kinda fun w lays! so glad that we decided to go for
it tgt. ahhh. but i so wanna meet up w the rest of klan too!T.T

WHEN ARE YOU ALL FREE?

2010-03-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

i have been so broke and moody lately..T.T
really dont know where all my money goes! and whenever i'm
this broke, i feel like buying so many things (not just for myself)!
and i get damn depressed whenever i opened up my wallet..=/

UGHHHHH!!

hate having this feeling cos it's jeopardising my r/s w myself and pple
ard me.. and i dont know why nobody ever wanna hire me.
my luck w job-hunting is so tremendously bad that you cant believe.
i had nv worked at a single place for more than 1 month. how shameful!
i'm like 20 alr! OMG. this sucks big time.=.=

i wanna work
so i have money
so i can go overseas
w butter
w klan
w joo and pq
w sherhan

but butter has got the priority since we've been talking abt it for
helluva long time.. haha! hope it comes true in 2010..

and now my hair is black and short! x)

2010-02-21T12:09:00.002+08:00

it was 1 am, the living room was still lit, the old couple sat there
with the television switched on in front of them. there was no communication
between them, but both of them had the same thing on their minds.

they were waiting. waiting for their patience to wear off, waiting for it to turn
into anger then anxiety, then relief? no. relief never came.
they were waiting for a son, not just to return home but a son to change his ways.

it was 2am, the old couple were still waiting there. many people called this
parenthood. indeed.

it is the life of my parents..

2010-02-17T17:33:00.001+08:00

learn to be money-smart

learn to be systematic

learn to be forgiving

2010-02-15T21:02:00.007+08:00

congrats ying for joining the big 2ssss! hahaha!
celebrated her bday at a heartland paradise! woots!
but quite a pity cos jo couldnt join us for the celeb.
she was sick. poor thing and stil got law pp the next day.
and lays was there w zero sleep the prev night! despite that,
we had a vunderful jappo dinner! and maybe dessert.=X
the owner of the dessert store rellly lives up to her name.
she's a damn sweet lady!
definitely gonna return there someday to lomantic w butter.xp
hehe. anw really hope ying had great fun and not tired for
her chingay pract ltr that night.
mu friends are all busy bees!x( cant wait for lays to finish
her fyp so we can start on the life-changing decision i've been
talking abt! wahahahaha..

sneaks of the night!!

loking lovelier than the balloons i got them!x)

lays being low-profile.HAHA.

the only pro-noodie!

she totally ignored this cake(ipainstalinglybaked)for a game!

haha. pretending only!

wongwong and bday girl!

OMG! lays in green?!

downing espresso left over from affogato. dont be deceived.
it isnt that bitter laaa!

ying is happily abducted!

legally scandalous pair! hahaha.

failed grp shot.xp

the good one!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, YING!!

yay! hope all your bday wishes come true and be less
busy in the future so we can hang out more more. hehe.
i really only want that little bit of the 24hrs you
bees have. not asking for too much right.. haha.=X

2010-02-07T16:32:00.006+08:00

butter: why you wanna learn hip hop suddenly?
me:*hesitates for few mins*
butter: thought you nv liked dance..
me: no. i just dont like club dancing. i think hip hop very fun
and i all along wanna learn just..

haha. after this convo.. i also kept asking myself why i wanna
learn. haha. i think it's a secret interest, so secret that i forgot
abt it until these 2 yrs. and this girl on youtube reminded me!

SHE'S REALLY AWESOME!

i think to dance like her would take me
helluva looong time.-.- but she makes every move seem so simple!
even better than the originals sometimes!

2010-02-04T21:50:00.003+08:00

iwannablogbutidontknowwhattoblog..

haha. i have been yawning very frequently
when i'm not supposed to be tired! WHYYYYY?!
bad habit. and talk abt habit, i think exercise can
nv be a habit of mine.T.T

bumped into jasm and jo @ amk just now!
yay! i like mtg klan out of surpise.x)
they were late for korean, but still eating and chatting w me.
HAHAHAHA.

below are some photos from phone..

this apple is HUGE! seriously mutated..

found this cute little ladybug on my way home w joo.

it was fate that i found this ladybug. just happened
to see it when i look down to the patch of grass i had
my feet on. x)

2010-01-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

oh maaaan.. i havent been a good student lately.
have been attending lects without notes.-.-
hate my lousy printer! ugh. damn sian.

and i asked joo to send me tutorial qns, BUT i just
realised i have no notes, cant do! damned!
i hate HATE it. and i'm panicking for stats like
seriously, i rmb nuts from jc work lah..
sorry mrs soon and mrs peeris.x(
failing my first ny resolution.

so there was this day when joo suddenly brought up
that she wanna further her studies in uk and grad
w a masters. i was like wow.. 2 yrs ago we were still
lamenting abt how tough was jc and now we're talking abt
post-uni life. time really rockets..

but there was another day when both of us met up w
pq like FINALLY! haha. and we sang k like we nv did!
danced and made a fool of ourselves despite multiple
strangers shooting us weird stares. hahahaha! and all of
a sudden i felt time went backwards. why am i feeling this way?

haha. i think i have a big problem with time.

2010-01-25T16:58:00.009+08:00

wahahaha! celebrated my 20th bday last fri!
it was just a simple dinner like all the other klan
bdays celeb this yr. actually it shouldnt be JUST.
cos dinner was zuperb! we had KOREAN
BBQ! though we ordered ala carte dinner set for 4, all
of us were rather filled. haha. the place seems really
popular cos we were told that we would only get a table
for 7 after 830 when lays ber and me reached @ 730! :O
haha! but somehow we were lucky enough and the guy called us 5 mins
ltr when we were contemplating to go caramel.
well. i didnt have to do much for the bbqing cos wong was
fully in control of it. hehe. THANKYOU WONGWONG!
and to thnk that butter's not ard, i had to peel prawns
for myself. NO! lays volunteered her service! and
extended to everyone. THANKYOU LAYLING!
really enjoyed the dinner! minus the smokey smell and $4/basket of
veggie. hehe. really damn good but maybe next i'll go in
a poncho. THANKYOU YING FOR SUGGESTING ARIRANG!

so later we left the place almost immediately after we're done.
cos really dont wanna smell like bbq chicken for the rest of the night.
for dessert, we went to caramel.x) lovely place!
perfect setting for dessert lah. it was really very
well done up! love their couches and tables!
i wanna get for my room too. but i think sure off
budget. aye.. but anw some of us had cupcakes, while
others had the bread pudding. eh. i must say their
cupcakes are slightly in the hard side. haha. still not too
bad for the flavour.x) and caramel has a corner set up
to sell local designers creations. really tempted to
buy one of the bags lah.. ahh. but forgot abt it due to the
surprise which i kind of expected.xp

let the story continue w the pics below..

hopefully the photos have told the story well!
THANKYOU JASM AND JO FOR COLLAB-ING W BUTTER!
THANKYOU BER FOR TAKING SOME OF THE PICS!
and THANKYOU BUTTER FOR NOT DISAPPOINTING ME!

you guys really made me a zuper happy bday girl!x)
THANKYOU SO MUCH!

p.s all the cards written by you pple are so sweeeet!x)

2010-01-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

OMG!! she's AWESOME!!

2010-01-18T20:17:00.008+08:00

butter boy is now BUTTER MAN!! 21st 21st!
haha! celebrated his bday this sat! pretty crazy night!

let me begin the recount w the prep of it..
okay, so a couple of days b4 his bday, i sort of
staged a quarrel w him that he's not spending enough
time w me.=X yes. i know very whiny.. and it was a success!
pissed him off upside down. HAHA!
so while he's being upset, i contacted his friends yuying and
weihui.x) hehe.

took us a few days to decide the place to eat, who to do
what and what to do! haha.
so on the day itself, butter thought i wouldnt be celebrating
w him on sat. his friends brought him to prawning!
yea.. sounds familiar? hahaha!

after hours of prawning they got..4 prawns and a small fish!
hilarious! so they headed off for dinner @ the pizza place.
since butter always love pizzas!x) w the help of weihui and gang,
keith in charge of covering butter's eyes, i sneaked in
successfully and sat in front of him w coco exotic!
surprise appearance da cheng gong! wahahaha.

soon after that we left the place and camwhored all the
way to esplanade.
and that's where the fun begins!
bday boy has tasks to accomplish!
1) find a stranger guy abt 21 and apply lotion on his arms
he was lucky to find a very sporting burmsese guy!
2) drop smth on the floor and pick it up w a sexy pose.
do it 4 times w 4 diff poses and locations.
and he did it at glutton's bay and 3 other really awkwadly
crowded places
3) present a flower to a beautiful old lady.
he presented it to a nice indian lady, who really appreciated
the act of giving.
4) get strangers to draw on his face.
task was a breeze w an ang moh and then followed by
this chubby boy who was really hesitant on what to draw!
he's damn cute!

and lastly he has to ask for 21 kisses from strangers!
wahahaha. this was damn fun! but we got tired after a while,
but bday boy was going strong, trying his might to get kisses out
of the pple. met a lot of nice sporting girls and boys, who
kissed butter readily despite the fact that they have to apply an ugly
lippie.=X however kisses were not on his face of cos,
all collected on a board of kisses. and took us abt 45 mins
to finish the task.
and the night w his friends ended after a session of budget
calculation.
so the 2 of us lomantic lomantic at the esplanade bay until almost
1 plus and finally home sweet home!
so glad he really liked the prez from me!
makes all the hard work of prep worth it all!x)
seeing him enjoy himself and loving every moment of the
day really makes me extremely happy too..

HAPPY 21st BDAY AGAIN MY LOVE!
and HAPPY BDAY TO MY MAMA TOO!

i got her flowers and she placed it in a bottle cos we have
no vase at home. haha. for this once i shall say she's
cute.

2010-01-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

last weekend marked a good ending to my hols!
butter and i went shopping. hehe. he's my best shopping buddy!
although we didnt get much stuff, he's always able to tell
me what works best for me! and he's always encouraging me to
adopt a new style, which i think is good, makes me more alert,
when i wear smth that is not so me.
anw after shopping, we went dxo for klub night!
my first ever clubbing experience! honestly, really very fun!
hahaha. cos his friends were all very high and very funny,
didnt feel weird dancing like a fool ard them.x)
seriously, somebody should open a club which spins kpop
all night! but before that actually happens in
sg, i hope the organisers do more of klub night!
damn high when dongbang and bigbang songs come on!
wahahahahaha!
after the event, crowd subsided, and there we saw how
pathetic dxo is.=X not the youngsters kind of club.
can see uncle doing cowboy dance to beyonce's song.-.-
like omg, my eyes..

then it was weihui's bday when it struck 12 on 10th jan.
so butter and i went left the group and went ard looking
for cake! everywhere was closed!! so ended buying a small
slice of fudge cake at a huge price tag. haha. luckily she liked it!

past 3 days of sch was pretty slack, as usual.
every 1st month of the sem is damn slack.
hehe. and rmit lecturer for comm law is a very kind
woman, always let us off at least 20mins early!
HAHAHAHAHA!
aye but gonna be bankrupt after buying textbks.
x(

2010-01-10T14:11:00.004+08:00

JOANNE TNG TURNS BIG TWENTY!
yay! my baby girl is the first among all of us to hit
20! this year, we decided to do w/o the prez, partly cos
we're runnning out of prez ideas but also we decided to save
up for the 21st horror bdays next yr.xp
hehe. how fast!! we're all becoming adults..
bday dinner for baby girl was at hooked @ thomson on 7 jan.
the food is AWESOME! all of us agree on that, though we were
the only customers that night. hahaha! they are seriously in
need of some instant mkg remedy! but well, it's good for us as of
now cos quality of food and svc will not be compromised due to
crowd. ahh. but quite sad that wong and jasm couldnt join us.x(
poor wong injured her head, hopefully she's not getting giddy spells
or headache anymore.=/ aye, she's always getting into such troubles
for being too adventurous.

the night went on w dessert at icekimo. love the super durian waffle!
it's zuperb!! generous spread of durian flesh in between the waffles,
topped w a big scoop of d24 ice-cream. it's oozing goodness, i mean
it! and we gave bday girl a surprise. my creation: makkies sticky chewy
cakey! haha. kind of shocked that they all liked it, cos it wasnt well-
received at home by the picky adults. hahaha. and i promised klan
to prep them a special dessert for each of their bday. hopefully
i'll be able to fulfil it and surprise them every time.x)

we spent the rest of the time sharing horror stories abt boys
being delusional. and i mean VERY DELUSIONAL. really have
to open eyes big big, man.. haha. all in all, hope joanne had enjoyed
her night as much as i did.x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AGAIN, MY BABY GIRL!

2010-01-03T20:11:00.004+08:00

NYE and NYD was spent in the least conventional way.
haha. we're not regulars for countdown parties.
so we headed off to wong's hall(or rather jw's) for countdown!
and due to my lousy navi skills ard clementi area, we
got lost! very lost! hahaha! jasm, the one on the wheels
was making sudden turns, skilful u-turns every other min.
haha! really pro alr!x) after some struggle w wong's
directions, we managed to find our way! woohoo!
still in time for some daidi b4 the new yr hits us by surprise.
we were so engrossed in being our own kings, queens and assholes
that the new yr crept in w/o us realising.
haha! damn hilarious. after a cople of games, jasm drove us off
for some prata as supper. hell crowded lah.
all of them ate except me, no appetite.=/
we sort of called it a night at ard 2 plus after jasm sent
each of us back home. hehe.

and NYD, we went butter's hse for bbq!
haha. i think i really made a deep impression by
serving his family half-cooked mussels.-.-
good job, pang hui shan.
but we had fun! so glad that whole klan so give face,
could make it for this bbq!x) it really made my day so much!

to me, NYE nv meant much to me, it just kinda reminds
me that i've failed to accomplish my resolutions again.
haha. i still rmb zoe once wrote in my resolution 08 to not
date a hairy caveman..

okay.. so in 2010, i will resolve to..

1)to be more appreciative of the little things,
my friends, my family and of cos my butter.

2)pick up a saving habit, even if it means to die.

3)maintain an exercise regime, this is extremely
challenging if you know me.

4)to work harder for sch for example study out at least
3 days a week after sch.

5)live my days like a 20-yr-old, i dont know what that means
but i guess i'll figure out along the way.

6)finally i'll resolve to fufill all these resolutions stated above.

lastly, i have new year wishes to share!
that is i wish that myself and my family, butter and his family,
my friends and their family will love more, laugh more, have more
to celebrate, less to worry, gain more,
lose less and most imptly to stay healthy!

2009-12-31T10:37:00.007+08:00

sherhan always nv fail to bring out the monster in me!
i hate her! HAHAHAHA!
went shopping w her today again. cheap thrill!
nth above 20 bucks, madness! haha!
she's a damn happy girl w all her loot.
and i bet one of the salesgirls who served us had a
lot of fun too. sherhan was exclaiming abt how she was
very turned-on while i was in the changing room!
salesgirl laughing so hard along w us. hahaha!
hanging out w her is always very entertaining(and not to
mention embarrassing)! so to match her
level, i have to laugh and talk very loudly
too. so vulgar. she's to blamed!

and over dinner she was sharing abt mark(her bf)'s
romance history. wow. no body
demostrates globalisation better than him, man!
damn interesting. haha!
hopefully he will be her dream guy..x)

she was really savouring the dinner.

forced for a photo w her. (hahaha! no lah.)

eee. so dont want her kiss.

dont know what to pose for a photo alone

she really hates candid photos, this is a tough one.

and she's really sweet, i was telling her i want a
make-up pouch that is made of soft floral fabric several
weeks ago and she rmb it!*touched* and the way she gave it
to me is damn typical of her. thankyou my crazy friend!

okay. i should stop smiling so widely, my
nose looks so big and fat!

2009-12-26T12:24:00.003+08:00

hohoho! merry xmas!

this yr's xmas was really packed w activities.
my xmas-es werent this happening before.
haha!
on the eve, butter and i had awesome steamboat @ tanjung katong!
satay soup base was really surprisingly good lah.
and i love their fatty pork. hehe.
should go there w klan someday.x)

so after that he got his sis to send me to jo's.x)
ahh. but so paiseh, she was so tired, yet have to drive me
there, and somemore i gave her wrong directions.*faints*
awkwardness. but still very grateful the lift!x)

were at jo's place w klan sans lays and wong.=/
aye. if only all of us were tgt..
ah. before everything officially takes off,
ber couldnt take it after a vodka and coke!
hahaha! so cute, face flushed and eyes half-opened.
so she went off to sleep while the rest continue w mj
and more liquor.x)
ying next one to k.o, so joel took over her place for
the game but it didnt carry on for long.
at ard 6, joel went to sleep so we had to end the mj.
but jasm and jo wanted to challenged their limit for
alcohol, so they finished the vodka and breezers etc.
but luckily this time was MUCH more tamed than the time at
tioman. didnt have to stuff tooth-brushes into their mouth
to shut them up and make them slp. hahahaha!
while they were making noise, ber woke up and while all of
us slept, ber packed up the mess! so sweet of her, isnt it?
then at 8 plus, we decide dto wake all of them up
except the host and left for home, declining jo's mama
invitation for brek. (jo's parents are really hospitable!)

got home and got a short wink, and then woke up again to
help mama w usual chores.
and decorated the cookie i made for butter.
which turned out zuper ugly.-.-
got out again at 4 plus to meet butter and
his friends. his friends are really an
interesting bunch! very high pple.
not afraid to wish strangers a loud xmas greetings.
haha!

so yup, that was my xmas!x)

2009-12-21T21:34:00.004+08:00

last week was spent watching korean dramas( omg! tae kyung!),
reading, staying at home and shopping. kinda boring.
i think i need a squeeze of lemon to my life.
haha!

really some shopping w joo! bought so many things!
alright. actually only 5 items in total but it's been
damn long since i bought this much from the malls.
as most of you all should know, i've been
pretty faithful to online shopping. haha.

then shopping w ah xia earlier last week..
was really failed. total loot: 1 t-shirt for ah xia.
haha!

anw i got my toes done while xia was at the salon
for a trim. haha. sounds like some pets at grooming centre.
chiang chiang!

hehe. i know it's an odd shade for nails.
but i like! purple on the grey side.x)

2009-12-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

some people are smart enough to know what they have,
but too dumb to know how to keep it.

2009-12-12T17:54:00.006+08:00

finally mtg up w some friends this week!
dinner at bukit timah w tofus was pretty good.x)
though i've alr decided nv to patronise the new ice-cream
joint. the place is really sweet, all nicely done up but the
ice-cream they serve is really way too sweeeeet.. haha.
however i really liked my dinner @ la petite. hehe.

before mtg tofus, we were watching 2012 w the rest of klan (minus wong) @ ps.
i liked that movie, felt really real but somehow lays didnt enjoy it
as much as i did.*shrugs*
not bad what. haha!
vulnerability helpless selfish
is that human?
sigh.

and yes, friday was the day he left for tekong.
didnt send him off.
hmmm.. hopefully he's mtg good pple in there not like
those serene mentioned that day.
haha.
so before he left, we went on an intensive dating spree!
wahahahaha!

and yes! i did chopped my hair! hahaha!
i like it! hehe. and my new hair colour is a bit odd.
cant tell you if it's purple or red.
cos it looks like both at different times.-.-

and i'm damn free these days.
feel free to ask me out.
we can kill some time tgt! but yea.
only after 3pm.x)

2009-12-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

why do we need friends?

387000000 other individuals had the same qn and we all sought the solution
through the same channel. we googled!
well. i dont know if they found the ans they're looking for.
but for me i sort of got reminded of the ans as i breezed through
the results of the search.

for me, i can nv decide between love or friendship.
i want both! cos i need both.. and friendship is form of love.
though my friends arent always there when i need to share bad news,
cant always be tgt laughing at the same things, not able to share our
present, it is amazing how memories hold us tgt.
at least that's for me, i dont know how they feel.
sometimes i do feel a bit sad when i dont know what's going on w
my friends' life. but i know i only got myself to blame for not
catching up w them. friendship is just like any other r/s, it
dies off when you dont maintain it so i dont agree that friends
are for life. it's just for pple who take friendship for granted.

i'm sorry to the friends whom i havent been meeting up w,
whom i havent been listening to, whom i havent been talking to,
but i really do miss you. dont doubt this. yes. you!

2009-12-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

guess what.. i think i'm abt to lose my job.=X
shit lah, no money! haha!
but work has been much more fun this week, w kym.x)
very funny girl! think i passed my illness to her though..

aye. i find it really hard to accept a 100% commission based
job and plus under the pressure of meeting quota! scary.
dont know how jerry, ivan and gang managed to come this far.

anw managed to meet up w sherhan after work today! hehe. she's really
still the same lah. but somehow can tell her attitude towards
r/s is very different from last time.
cant decide if it's a good one. but i'm happy for her
since she's moving on to greener pastures!x)
ahhh.. but forgot to take photos w her.
but no choice butter kopped our cam.=/
hehe. shall meet her again soon.

weekend is finally here! klan mtg for lunch tmr!!
but i think i cant go.. shall see how again tmr.
sigh.
and weekend here means next week is nearing too.
no no noooo not next week please!!
so not looking forward.. urgh! so far, my holiday
isnt looking very good. what kind of 19-yr-old am i?!
HELLA.

2009-12-02T10:13:00.002+08:00

when i fall sick..

i think of 3Fs.

food
friends
.. actually i cant think of the 3rd F.

haha. maybe i should really go remove my tonsils.